She wrote in her blog: "I'm a 42 yo divorced mother living with my 20 yo son and my best-friend and lover Paula, with whom I have a wonderful relation. Since I've got divorced 4 years ago I never had sex with a man. I started my relation with Paula one year after the divorce and very fast became a serious and intense relation that I don't want to loose. A few months ago I started to seriously miss having sex with men but on the other side I do not want to put my relation with Paula at risk, I know she would never forgive me, not much because of the sex but because she thinks I might get emotionally involved with a man again. I have a very open relation with my son Marco and we talk about everything in our lives and I told him what I was feeling. A day later he came with a possible solution to my problem. When I've heard it I was completely shocked and told him not to even think about it, I wouldn't do it. That night I've got the courage and told Paula about my desires and about what my son proposed to solve the situation. For my surprise she wasn't shocked or upset. I should think about it, she didn't mind and the problem might be solved without putting our relation at risk, she said. I thought about it for a few days and decided to go further with it but on my own terms, that I've told my son. First, only I can suck, touch and play, he only can stay still and enjoy. Second, no sex. Third, only I can decide when and how it appends. Those were the rules and he accepted them, he only asked if he could record it on video. This video was our third try. After 4 years I finally put my hands and mouth on a dick, the only problem is that I might not be able keep the rules much longer, my son is getting really pushy and I'm feeling weaker every time."