Since we were kids it was my brother who always defended me. For our parents he was the nice son and I was the screwed up daughter but he always helped me getting out of my troubles. I can say I took my brother's virginity, he was a very shy guy. Time passed but my big brother still helps me after so many things I've done bad. When I feel good we even have great sex but then a day comes when I mess things up. I just wonder how many times he will be there for me until he gets really fed up.