It was 20 years ago, my wife had left me for another guy and took my kid. I was 29 and was devastated, after being in the hospital for trying to kill myself, my mother took me to live with her. I was feeling ok already but I tried to look being worse than I actually was so I would get some favors from my mother. This was the only time I was able to record it. This last for more than a year and she didn't like to suck very much.