I was about to get married but my mother died suddenly and the wedding was postponed. When I felt ready to get married again my fiance decided he didn't so end up staying with my father. For him it was still very hard to be without my mother and in a way it was good I stayed with him. The time passed and every year it was more difficult for me to get a new fiance, so I've decided to stop looking and invest more in what I already had with my father.